Not a whole lot to say today

Nothing really happened to today on Friday.. just another great day after going to Las Vegas... I can't wait til Monday when I have my 2 hour therapy session..I will have a lot to talk about since I went to see Tabitha Stevens in Vegas and such.. Have I mentioned lately I adore Kristen Bell and meeting her would totally make my day, my week, my month, my year, etc. :) Just Saying LOL! You can add Jane Seymour and many more people to that list..

My first day back to work after the Las Vegas trip

Well January 10th, after my 3 day weekend including mostly in Las Vegas...I feel so refreshed..it was nice to get out of town and take a nice comfy drive to a town I've never been to before. Work seemed so awesome especially after the clear blue sky that we had. At least until the sun went down..it got cold fast..but now after the experience in Las Vegas by meeting Tabitha Stevens and just getting away..I feel like there are more things I want to do in the future that I never thought doing before..I felt so comfortable with the interview that I'm looking to do more of those and just get out of my apartment and continue to work on my goals no matter how difficult...all in all a great day! 

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My Vegas Mini Las Vegas Vacation

Well maybe to some it was a boring waste of a trip perhaps or maybe some would say that I should have done more while I was there but honestly, I just was happy and content with what I did. First I made it to Las Vegas around 11am to check in the hotel room on Monday and then I relaxed a little bit to get ready to see Tabitha Stevens..obviously that was the highlight of my trip because I've never met anyone for lunch that is famous in any business of sorts. It was so amazing to be able to bring down my walls and overcome my shyness and gain some confidence by meeting her and being part of that interview..it will give me more incentive and confidence for future interviews whomever it may be with.

After the meeting with Tabitha Stevens I drove back to the hotel room and watched just two touchdowns from Alabama to be leading over Notre Dame 14-0..after that I couldn't keep my eyes open anymore and I went to sleep.. I woke up 2 hours later and couldn't go back to sleep so I watched TV and got some food from downstairs in the lobby of the Casino..there was one restaurant open still..well at least I got something to eat..brought the food upstairs and ate while watching more TV..stayed up til 4am and then went to sleep and throughout that next day of Tuesday the 8th..I just watched TV and slept..didn't really do much of anything else..it was nice to just get away from Sacramento and not think about anything important.. Again I felt like Howard Stern in his younger days..I met with Tabitha and that was what I needed to do the rest of my time I was just happy to stay at the hotel...I gotta believe that is a sign because eventually who knows what will happen next... I came home the 9th and after checking out of the hotel I ended up looking for my faceplate of my car stereo for an hour then I finally hit the road.

I know that wasn't anything glamorous but in my head I did plenty.. I gained confidence, I mapped out Las Vegas a little bit in my head because I became familiar with certain areas..I will go back to Las Vegas one day..alone or with someone else :) I'm just thankful that Tabitha took the time to meet with me even though she was sick..I'm grateful beyond words :)

That was pretty much my trip.. and I'm home now...what's next? All I know is that I want to make people happy and cheer people up..yes I want to be rich and famous..why because I want my own home to be comfortable in, because I want to travel the world, because I want to continue to cheer people up on a bigger scale..I want to meet Jon Bon Jovi one day and build a restaurant like he did in Jersey...I want to help homeless people..I want to see how the other half live...If there is anything selfish is that I want a huge nice home but other than that I just really want to help people, whether gay, straight, transgendered or whatever...it doesn't matter to me..rich, famous, middle class, poor, etc. 

There are other things on my mind but I'll tell you more on my next blog

A Howard Stern Parallel

Isn't it just interesting how I'm sitting here in my hotel room not leaving to do anything in Las Vegas after meeting up with Tabitha Stevens ;) I mean this is just what Howard Stern did years ago before he became famous...Yes I'm not Howard Stern..he did things his own way but I just find it fascinating that I haven't left..it's like I did what I had to do and now I am just waiting for the next thing to do..I do want to explore Las Vegas but I'm kind of scared and am still putting my nerves away from meeting Tabitha...of course meeting her was the greatest thing in the world but I've never had a lunch or met anyone famous before like this... I don't feel I wasted my trip because I did get out of town, I did meet my friend finally and it gave me time to just do some more soul searching to be strong to take advantage of future opportunites. 

I'm praying and thinking about my life so far and how far I've come... I also have blogged more today than I have in the recent weeks/months so ther is so positive in this... 

I wil take Tabitha's advice and other people by just making sure I do what I am wanting in life..it may not happen the way I expect but I need to make them happen..it's going to take time...Howard Stern didn't become famous overnight either..

I'm going to take these feelings and being at the hotel room as a positive... Just like one of my greatest heroes Howard Stern..something big will happen in the future but it just won't come all at once..I'm still overcoming my nerves and shyness and accomplishing more goals every day so that way I'm not going to get so overwhelmed that I have a breakdown...things will happen and I'm going to stay postive

An interview by Tabitha Stevens while having lunch with her :)

First of all I would lke to thank Tabitha Stevens for meeting me and having lunch..I of course was nervous as anyone when meeting someone new especially someone as famous as Tabitha.

I think Tabitha is one of the sweetest people I have ever met in my entire life..she is so full of life and so intelligent that I think it's so unfair that she gets some of the worst treatment out there just because she was in the adult film business...she did a JOB nothing else..she is still as normal as I am..she just did something that some may call TABOO.. 

Along with having lunch and meeting Tabitha Stevens I also was interviewed by her for her Podcast and that was so awesome! Made me feel like a star! :) I've never been interviewed by anyone famous before and it's another step to attaining my dream..another goal that I achieved.. A year ago I would have been scared out of my mind and I may even had turned down that interview but this year I feel like the time is right and I really needed to do something more with my life. If you want to hear her interview with me it's on http://www.tabithatv.com So please check it out! I was only slightly nervous! I've never been able to overcome that amount of nerves in my life and this made me feel good..I am proud of myself

The interview was produced by Gary Orona her husband..and I have to thank him here too for helping with this and having such kind words for me after the interview. 

I now have a new sister from all of this because she and I have tweeted each other and followed each other for such a long time and now to meet her and have a sister just makes me feel so great!! I will never forget that day I had yesterday after drving from Sacramento to see her at 2pm!

Anyways, just so you know that podcast is a little about me including my transgendered journey so far :) Please enjoy

Love you forever Tabitha!!!